15/03/08 *

Your moving , closer and further away
Drifting listlessly in the sea of bodies
The love yearned, now quenched
And I'm forgotten once again
Burning for feeling
Crying for touch
Held in limp arms, those which used to cover
I'm so your sob story
And you can't fix me anymore
Maybe our distancy is for certain
Missing our old laughs
Really, I'm missing you
Tatterted lays my soul
Stomped on by cumbersome feet
n this damned hallway, which I can't escape
Your blurring. like my lines of reality
Love and hate are becoming one
Now it's hard to tell
Which emotion is told inthe down cast eyes
Now you have him , and I have no one
I bump and sway along your sides
Shelling to which im acustom
Soul sucked threw these hurting eyes
Still I can't recall your face
At least your old self, not who you've become
Confusion, only which we can express
I know you love me
I know you know I love you too
But its time to go
And admit defeat .